Friday, December 30, 2011

Year End Greetings......

Year End Greetings for my readers :

if it didn’t Bring you Joy,
Just Leave it Behind.

Let’s Ring in the New Year
With Good Things in Mind.

Let Every Bad Memory Go
That Brought Heartache and Pain.

And let’s Turn a New Leaf
With the Smell of New Rain.

Let’s Forget Past Mistakes
Making Amends for This Year.

Happy New Year-2012!


@Sandy...........

Friday, December 16, 2011

1 Choti c Love Story.....

(Read Somewhere and couldn't help from posting on my Blog.)

Boy and a Girl Loved Each Other Very Much.
Unfortunately the Girl Died..:(

Boy was Upset so Much;
& He Couldn't Stop his Tears.
He Kept on Crying Day & Night..:'(

Many People Gave Sympathy,
But No Argument Could Stop His Tears.

One Night He Slept and had a Dream;
He Saw the Girl in Heaven with So Many Girls of Her age.
He Felt Relax..

But He Noticed that Every Girl was in Fairy Dress;
& had a Lightened Candle in their Hands,
but his GF had a Candle which was not Lightened..!

He asked Her:
"Y Yewr Candle is not Lightened?"

She said:

"Whenever I Enlighten My Candle;
Yewr Tears fall on it..
Please Stop Crying ♥

@Sandy...........

Save A Girl Child....

Diary Of A Baby


(In India there places where people still don't feel good when a girl takes birth in there house,so this message is for them.)


15th jun :- I got attached with ovary
17th jun :- I’m a tissue now
30 Jun :- Mom said to dad, “ You’re going to be a father”
MOM AND DAD ARE VERY HAPPY
15th Sept :- I Can feel my heartbeat
14oct :- I have Little hands, legs head and a stomach.
13Nov :- Today i was in a Ultra scan
WOW ! I m a girl
14Nov : I was DEAD!
My mom and dad Killed me.
WHY?
Is it just Because I was a girl?
People love to have a Mother , AWife, and of course a girlfriend too
Then why not a daughter !!!

If u're Human then please pass this message via every means be it SMS or Mail or anything.......but please do....

"Save A Girl Child..."

@Sandy.......

One Extra Bedroom......

A Short Story ::::::

As the dream of most parents I had acquired a degree in Software Engineering and joined a company based in USA, the land of braves and opportunity. When I arrived in the USA, it was as if a dream had come true.

Here at last I was in the place where I want to be. I decided I would be staying in this country for about Five years in which time I would have earned enough money to settle down in India.


My father was a government employee and after his retirement, the only asset he could acquire was a decent one bedroom flat.


I wanted to do some thing more than him. I started feeling homesick and lonely as the time passed. I used to call home and speak to my parents every week using cheap international phone cards. Two years passed, two years of Burgers at McDonald's and pizzas and discos and 2 years watching the foreign exchange

rate getting happy whenever the Rupee value went down.

Finally I decided to get married. Told my parents that I have only 10 days of holidays and everything must be done within these 10 days. I got my ticket booked in the cheapest flight. Was jubilant and was actually enjoying hopping for gifts for all my friends back home. If I miss anyone then there will be talks. After reaching home I spent home one week going through all the photographs of girls and as the time was getting shorter I was forced to select one candidate.


In-laws told me, to my surprise, that I would have to get married in 2-3 days, as I will not get anymore holidays. After the marriage, it was time to return to USA, after giving some money to my parents and telling the neighbors to look after them, we returned to USA.


My wife enjoyed this country for about two months and then she started feeling lonely. The frequency of calling India increased to twice in a week sometimes 3 times a week. Our savings started diminishing.


After two more years we started to have kids. Two lovely kids, a boy and a girl, were gifted to us

by the almighty. Every time I spoke to my parents, they asked me to come to India so that they can see their grand-children.

Every year I decide to go to India… But part work part monetary conditions prevented it. Years went by and visiting India was a distant dream. Then suddenly one day I got a message that my parents were seriously sick. I tried but I couldn't get any holidays and thus could not go to India ... The next message I got was my parents had passed away and as there was no one to do the last rights the society members had done whatever they could. I was depressed. My parents had passed away without seeing their grand children.


After couple more years passed away, much to my children's dislike and my wife's joy we returned to India to settle down. I started to look for a suitable property, but to my dismay my savings were short and the property prices had gone up during all these years. I had to return to the USA...


My wife refused to come back with me and my children refused to stay in India... My 2 children and I returned to USA after promising my wife I would be back for good after two years.


Time passed by, my daughter decided to get married to an American and my son was happy living in USA... I decided that had enough and wound-up every thing and returned to India.... I had just enough money to buy a decent 02 bedroom flat in a well-developed locality.


Now I am 60 years old and the only time I go out of the flat is for the routine visit to the nearby temple. My faithful wife has also left me and gone to the holy abode.


Sometimes


I wondered was it worth all this?


My father, even after staying in India,


Had a house to his name and I too have the same nothing more.


I lost my parents and children for just ONE EXTRA BEDROOM.


Looking out from the window I see a lot of children dancing. This damned cable TV has spoiled our new generation and these children are losing their values and culture because of it. I get occasional cards from my children asking I am alright. Well at least they remember me.


Now perhaps after I die it will be the neighbours again who will be performing my last rights, God Bless them.


But the question

Still remains 'was all this worth it?'

I am still searching for an answer.................!!!


START THINKING


IS IT JUST FOR ONE EXTRA BEDROOM???


LIFE IS BEYOND THIS …..DON'T JUST LEAVE YOUR LIFE ……..

START LIVING IT …….


LIVE IT AS YOU WANT IT TO BE …… 


@Sandy......... 

Sunday, December 11, 2011

11th December......


Many Many Happy Returns Of The Day Sweets, Bless You.
I wish that you get all that you wish for and deserve in this beautiful journey called LIFE.


u knw its been now 3 yrs,bt I dun have any answer why the hell I wanna wish u on ur b'day,why I juz wanna hear ur voice.
People juz keep an affair and forget then why m not able to do the same way, why m I being punished to go through the pain.
I didnt hurt anyone, I didnt do anything wrong with anyone, always try to keep everyone happy and smiling then why m still going through the unbearable Pain.


The only best thing that happened today is that I sent her a sms and she replied as "Thank You".It was juz a thank u message but I kept reading it for hours.
I always pick up a call from an unknown number,its been 3 years bt the vision of Sweets calling me will stay with me forever.


Sweets and I had the perfect Life together with more Love than a lot of people know in a Life Time and then She went away,forever.
She saved my Life,She taught me everything about Life,Hope and a long journey ahead,I always miss her,but Love is Like a wind,I can't see it but I can feel it.I will always remember and cherish the moments spent with her.


She Left me.... I said to myself.... "Who cares?"..
My heart said..... "You do....! stupid!"


@Sandy................

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Attitude...........

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company… a church… a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past… we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it.

@Sandy...............
 

Monday, December 5, 2011

50th Post......

I've been walked on, used and forgotten but I don't regret one moment of it because in those moments, I've learned a lot. I've learned who I can trust and can't. I've learned the meaning of friendship. I've learned how to tell when people are lying and when they're sincere. I've learned how to be a teenager, and how to grow up when I need to... I've been to hell and back a few times, and I won't ever take what I have for granted. This is life, live it one day at a time. You never know how many days you've got left. Stay happy, smile as much as you can......
@Sandy..............

Monday, November 28, 2011

Mumbai.....

yeah...I was in Mumbai for 2 days last weekend :) :) :) :) 
I was with my favorite and best frnds Abhishek Dubey and Riddhi Mishra (both are getting married on 28th Jan 2012), also we were accompanied by Abhishek's younger brother,Sujay Pandey and elder brother's wife,Namrata Bhabhi.In mumbai Riddhi's friend Richa joined us for two days. 
We left for mumbai on friday night, reached there around 11.30 pm after dinner and dropping Riddhi & Bhabhi at Richa's place we left for Ankit's house as we planned to stay there only.Unfortunately we coudnt meet Ankit reason being he was stuck with some work in office.
The main motto of our trip was Shopping and only Shopping for the most awaited Abhishek and Riddhi's wedding.


26/11/11,Saturday :
We started on Saturday a bit late around 12.00 noon. First we went to Mallad West for shopping,after spending there almost half a day and running from 1 shop to another we decided to have some snacks and leave for Santa Cruz.....yeah yeah again for shopping.....
No its not like the shops or the products were not good,Riddhi and everyone liked few dresses but when it comes to wedding everybody wants THE BEST.....Right.......
We reached Santa Cruz around 4.30 pm and first we went to "Seasons", its huge shop for ladies wedding outfit. After spending there(i mean only in the Shop) for around 2 hours we went to another "Friendship",finally after 9 hours of search and trying almost 10-12 dresses Riddhi and everyone liked a Bride's dress which was the best of all Riddhi tried since morning.I took a deep breath as in Riddhi's hunt for Bridal dress is over.... hehe :)
After that we went to (only Abhishek,Sujay and Me)...... Na Na Na Na......let it be.....hehe.....
Reached home at 2.00 am......went straight away to bed.....and then in my dreams..... :) :)


27/11/11,Sunday :
We left Ankit's place with bag and baggage at 11.30 am for Santa Cruz. After few mins (few mins  = 30 mins), Sujay and me realised that we are heading in the opposite direction of Santa Cruz. Thanks to Abhishek, while hiring Auto he told him "Mallad" as our destination, no worries Auto took a U-Turn and finally we reached Santa Cruz. Riddhi, Richa and Bhabhi also joined us. After having Sandwich (it was damm tasty),we again started on our mission i.e. Shoppingggggggggg :).
Thereafter we decided to go Bandra, this time for Abhishek,reached there at 2.30 pm, straightaway went to "Amar Sons" shop for BrideGroom's wedding dress. Abhishek tried 2-3 out of which we liked one very much but as I said earlier....It's wedding time and everyone wants to be THE BEST.....esp the Bride and BrideGroom, obviously its their day, they should.
So, we left for Dadar searching for a shop named "Manyavar" but by the time we reached there,realised that its already too late and wont be possible for us as our bus departure time was 5.30 pm and it was already 4.00 pm. So we decided to have some snacks and leave for Pune.
We went to a restaurant named "Udupi" in Dadar only.
At 5.00 pm we left the restaurant for our bus stop and Richa left for her place.
Bus left mumbai at 5.30 pm for Pune. I didnt want to return this time.aaahhhhh but Office-Office !!!!


I didn't buy anything but was enjoying watching them shop and how Riddhi tried every dress and then asked for one's opinion.......
seriously had fun, enjoyed a lot there.... 


For my friends :::::


Abhishek Dubey -- as usual he was sweet and again "Bullying (only Me)". I guess he has developed this as a Hobby about bullying me...hehe....when m around he coudnt control himself.....no no I don't mind at all reason being.....He is "Abhishek".....My Best friend and the BEST guy have ever come across in this Journey called Life.....I can go on and on writing about A.D.(thats wat people call him) but lemme stop here only.....


Riddhi Mishra -- Abhishek's GF ....no no....Sorry....Now Fiance :)..... and soon to be WIFE .... I know this gal since 2005. She is very sweet and a nice gal........My very good friend..... A friend for whom I care and respect a lot. 


Sujay Pandey -- Abhishek's younger brother. I know this fellow from past 4 years. But there isn't much to say about him as we have hardly spoken with each other, no that doesnt mean he is not a gud guy but I don't know him as in person. Sorry for now Sujay.


Namrata Bhabhi -- Abhishek's elder brother Akshay Bhaiya's wife. I have met only twice with her. Just that it was nice of her to accompany us for the weekend.


Richa Jhamb -- Richa is Riddhi's one of good friends.She was my junior in College.I don't know her much as in person. But this time I felt that she is a nice gal reason being, u know who cares these days to leave all their work and go shopping that too for friend's wedding in this hot weather. Give me a single example when have u seen one doing so much for a friend. That was really nice of her.




The only worst part was hot and humid climate ,also forgot to click pictures for future memories......


@Sandy........

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Welcome To The Corporate World......


Vivek, 25, is a Fresher(deployed as Assistant Software Engineer) in an IT services company. He strongly believes in doing his work, and prefers that his work should speak for itself and bring him the recognition it deserves. 

For him, even working “offline”, developing a professional relationship with team members, managers and team leaders is in a way 'untrue' and not in the right spirit.

Vivek, 28, is still an Assistant Software Engineer in the same IT services company. He still strongly believes in doing his work, and prefers that his work should speak for itself and bring him the recognition it deserves. 

What happened next……He recently approached a human resource (HR) consultant asking had he created a professional relationship, would his career have moved forward considerably. 


This happens quite often to the unsung employees of the corporate world, who prefer to remain silent and work quietly in the background. Is there a reason or need for them to create their professional relationships?

First let me make myself clear by professional relationship I do not mean that one should go have drinks, dinner, offer bribes, etc. But I mean one should be visible at workplace, people should know that there is this guy/gal working with us in the same team or company.

According to me, in the corporate world, without visibility to the work you are doing, or allowing the right stakeholders to see the value you bring to the role or the organisation, it may curtail your chances of getting the opportunities you are capable of and deserve.

What I feel is that it's a good thing to have the organisation understand your strengths and how you can contribute effectively in the long run but this has to be complimented with actual capability and calibre. You need to show what u do, I mean your work. Just coming office on time, sitting at your desk with lots of work load and at End Of Day leaving the office won’t do these days. A company with thousands of employees won’t be able to dream to just pick you up and compliment.

Interaction is the biggest part we lack today. We should know the value of this word. The more we interact the more we are able to know our team-members, organisation. These days it a very tough competition to get acknowledged for the work you’re really doing

In an organisation it often happens that we do work for our team-mates offline, but let the managers and team-leaders be aware of whatever you’re doing so, as and when time comes you are credited for your work

As one builds a personal career, it needs to also get supported by what you actually are capable of, and can bring to the organisation but this would be only possible if your senior team members know you personally and professionally.

I would suggest, do not hesitate to express the most rationale viewpoint, as opposed to not being seen to have an opinion. Build relationships across the organisation that go beyond your immediate stakeholders. Have informal conversations with seniors to gain their insights on work-related matters. Work on developing communication skills and a positive mind set.
Be the change agent or part of the team that spearheads new initiatives. This will require ability to take on challenging assignments. Push the boundaries and challenge the status quo. A lot can be achieved by questioning 'it-happens-like this-only' syndrome.

Poster boys and girls who are good in everything are hard to find. It is usually people who have great networking skills, articulate communicators, who do not hesitate to voice their opinions are the ones who are 'visible' in organisations, and thus are able to build their personal career.




@Sandy…….

A Beautiful Song......

I don't know how many of u have heard this song.....but it's really a nice song with Superb Lyrics......whenever I listen to this song....it soothes my heart.....


Lyrics :::::



Ho love of mine..with a song and a whine..You’re harsh and divine..

like truths and a lie..

but the tale end is not here..I’ve nothing to fear..

for my love is yell of giving and hold on…in the bright emptiness..
in a room full of it..

is the cruel mistress ho ho o…
I feel the sunrise..
that nest all hollowness..

for i have the way to go.. not come…
And i feel so lonely yea..
There’s a better place from this emptiness..
And i’m so lonely yea..
There’s a better please from this emptiness.. yei yei yei ya….
Aa.. aa.. aa…..

Tune mere jaana..Kabhi nahi jana..
Ishq mera dard mera.. haaye…

Tune mere jaana..Kabhi nahi jana..
Ishq mera dard mera …

Aashiq teraaa..

Bheed mein khoya rehta hai..

Jaane jahaan a..Puchho toh itna kehta hai..

And i feel so lonely yea..

There’s a better place from  this emptiness..
And i’m so lonely yea..
There’s a better please from this emptiness.. yei yei yei ya….

I don't know...may be u should listen to it first....m sure u guys will Love it.....


@Sandy..................

Friday, November 18, 2011

Marriage.......

Finally the winters are here! Hot tea, peanuts, blankets, bonfire, hands searching for warmth, are the things we can see through our binoculars.
Other than this, November brings along the spiritual spirit with a number of religious festivities like Chatt Pooja, Ganga Mahotsav, Eid and Guru Nanak Jayanti being celebrated this month. These festivals are commemorated across the country with great enthusiasm and positivity.
But, in practicality to lead a happy life, we need to develop healthy bonds with people around us and sustain a positive atmosphere. And in case of marriage, bond with your soul mate is what matters the most, which is the perfect source of happiness in your daily life.



So in this month of marriage and festival let me tell you what I feel about “Marriage…”


Marriage is known to be a timeless and the most sacred knot, we tie in our lifetime. It is said to be a new life altogether, where we meet new people, understand their behaviour and adjust ourselves accordingly. There are difficulties at every stage in our life and so this very important phase also brings along some hitches and inhibitions, which if resolved can kick start your fairytale of a perfect marriage journey. 
Few major points :

1. Soul union: Marriage along with being the holiest bond on earth is also the most intimate relation a man and woman shares in their lifetime. Moments spent in intimacy with the life partner, should be spent to reach his soul and know them better at each step. Though, most of our thoughts get scattered, but we should try and feel what our spouse is feeling and form a connection with their soul.                                                      




2. Spend time together: Devoting special moments to your life partner, would surely help you to know them better and take a glance into their inner soul. There are times which you want to spend only with someone special. So, you should make sure that when your spouse needs someone special, you are always there for them.                                                                                                       



3. Accept them as they are: Giving your life partner the space to be themselves is very important, which allows you both to act in your natural ways. Though, adoption of different faces and behaviour in a relation is important at times, but the best thing is to be yourself and let your spouse accept the real you.          


Thus, maintaining a proper flow of communication between you both, you can develop a bond with their soul, which would last till eternity.


@Sandy......................

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Shaadi.com

yeah Shaadi.com ...... It's a website which deals with Online Matrimony...... 


Today morning when I logged into my yahoo mailbox....I saw a message that A member from shaadi.com has expressed interest in you....... It happened with me many times...I mean the message and interest....But this girl seemed different.....I liked her profile and pic.....according to her profile.....She seemed a nice gal to me......
So I thought of searching her on FaceBook......luckily I got her profile with same profile pic on FB also....so I dropped her a message with a prior permission to talk......
After messaging her I went for a meeting , after I came back and checked my FB profile....saw a message from her with the number.....felt good about it that she also wants to communicate......
Around 1 pm I received a call from the number.....my heart started pumping after looking at my mobile screen.....It was altogether a different feeling(no I wasn't nervous about talking to her but about what to talk).....was busy with my work....but still chose to receive the call.......I attended the call.......after greeting and talking to the other person I realized that m talking to someone elder from the family....so I asked about the caller....then I came to know that it's her mother.....I spoke to her for around 10 mins and she enquired about my family and background....She was nice while talking to me.....after talking to her I felt good about the call and conversation......
Thats All...... lets c if it goes any further.... till then c ya :)


@Sandy.............

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Do You Know....

Do You Know the relation between two eyes :



They never see each other

                     But

They Blink together,
They Move together,
They Cry together,
They see things together,
They Sleep together,
They share a very deep bonded relationship,
However, when they see a woman, one will blink and another will not.

Moral : Women can break any kind of relationship. :D :P


@Sandy............

A Kiss To Remember...

A tough looking biker was riding his Harley when he sees a girl about to
jump off a bridge so he stops. "What are you doing?" he asks.

"I'm going to commit a suicide," she says.

While he did not want to appear insensitive, he didn't want to miss an
opportunity he asked "Well, before you jump, why don't you give me a kiss?"
So, she does.

After she's finished, the biker says, "Wow! That was the best kiss I have
ever had. That's a real talent you are wasting. You could be famous. Why
are you committing suicide?"

"My parents don't like me dressing up like a girl......" :D

@Sandy.............

Disclaimer......I read it somewhere....it was a nice article so thought of sharing it with my readers. So if the author finds it an unappropriate move, please let me know, this will be removed with immediate effect :)





Thursday, November 10, 2011

Thanks Sh@s

Hi Sh@s,

I just wanted to say Thanks for u visiting my blog and at times commenting also. Its really important to get feedback on what u write and how u do it.
As I always say....Sometimes Little Compliment means so much to me. Thanks a Lot Buddy.

For my other readers I would like to tell u that She has got a very nice and beautiful Blog " Scribblings on the Wall " ..... I would recommend everyone to go through it....You will definitely Like it.


@Sandy.......

Life is.....


Life is such...
Not everyone understands...
Sometimes very particular...
Other times whatever...
While some people speaks nicely
There will be others who speak nastily
But if we dont take them too seriously
Life would be much more easy

One moment feels that car not big enough
One moment feels that house not spacious enough
One moment feels that dishes are not well cooked
One moment feels that your spouse is not attractive

When gotten big car, one fear it being stolen

When gotten big house, one realise the pain in keeping it clean
When gotten all the good food in the world, one is told that one has high blood pressure
When gotten a beautiful wife, one fear she will leave for someone better

Life is short...
Liken it to a game...
Sometimes you worry all day...
Sometimes you slack all the way...
If you ask me,
What treasure do I have with me..
I will tell you there is nothing...but contentment...that is bliss


@Sandy....................

Monday, November 7, 2011

Here I am.....

There are times when u want to be with sum1 but u can't due 2 many reasons.There r also times when everything around u moves so fast & drags u along ,even though u want to stand still doing absolutely nothing thinking about ur pain ,probably only truth to all dis sorrow in life is that no matter how much people around u say they understand they can't coz ur the only one who knows feelings,the pain,loss,emptiness & unfulfilled wishes which fill ur mind.


I loved you then as I love you now. I love you now as I always will. I wanted you then as I want you now. I want you now as I always will. I wanted you happy then as I do now. I want you happy now as I always will. I had you then, as I don't have you now. I don't have you now, but hope says someday I will....You are always in my mind, I see you in my eyes, Want to tell you, my heart belongs to you. Love You!YOUR'E my drug and I’m addicted!!You can count on the sun to rise, for the stars to come out at night, as long as there's air to breathe, you'll always be loved by me."


No matter how far you r,no matter how long I'm gone,you will always be with me.I will see u always as clear as day,for my love knows no boundaries and never will,coz u see....our hearts are 1 and mine is always home.


If my heart had wings I would fly to you and lie beside you as you dream.....



When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.....I know you've been busy, I had things to do too. We haven't talked for some time, I wonder if everything's fine. I had other stuff on my mind, I'm sure you did too, but I just had to tell you this my Love... hey I miss you......I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere!




Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I don’t have...... It’s You…..


@Sandy........................

Friday, November 4, 2011

Story Of Love....


Love has a story
A story of sadness
A story of happiness
A story of solitude
A story of anger
A story of confusion
A story of feeling
A story of…love
Love is confusion
Love is hard
Love is something everyone has
Once they search deep enough inside themselves
But the love between more people is greater
Like a Family, a Love that can never be broken
Not by Words
Not by Action
Love is Like that
Love is just as it is
Love has a story
Love goes on forever
And that is Love’s Story

@Sandy.........

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

The Unforgettables: Part - I


I'm gonna tell u about the most admirable people have ever came across in my Life. The Title being Unforgettables coz someway around they left deep impact on me as in I learnt few things from them and now they are lost. I don’t know the reason but I guess they are in a state of some hibernation or something like that.
So here we go-----

Sana Iman Sana, what to say about her, she was my first gal as friend (not girlfriend ofcourse, coz few people r worth being only friends reason being u don’t want to loose them) though there were many but I would like to take her name first because she was different. Hey let me first tell u how we met, right?
                        My father got transferred to Gorakhpur (my birthplace) in the year 1998 and as always there was a search for Good School in the City. I got admission in one of the most reputed ”Little Flower School” in Gorakhpur, Class 9th.Just like others I was sitting quietly on one of the benches, everybody else was busy chatting, few bullying but me only watching them. Suddenly I felt that someone is staring at me, I looked that side. Saw a beautiful and pretty gal looking with a big question mark on her face, I raised my eyebrows with a smile in order to ask what’s the matter but immediately she turned around, guess was embarrassed about the way she was looking at me. Then teacher came into the class and guess what it was my favourite subject class “History”, I Love this subject. During the class I noticed her continuously looking at me. Couldn’t help smiling on my own, and Alas! Teacher saw me doing that, No No not looking at her but smiling. Suddenly he cried out my name “Sandeep Kumar Singh”, firstly I wasn’t able to respond reason “lost” in my own thoughts, then my colleague poked me ,I acted as if just got up from the bed and stammered “Ye…Ye…Yesss…..Yes Sir” and don’t know what happened to me started walking towards my teacher, collided with my desk and my all books fell down, Sir asked “Why , are you coming towards me ?”, I replied “ I don’t know sir, I just started to walk after hearing my name” and after listening to me the class started laughing including. I was wondering this happened coz of her only just look at her she was also laughing like an innocent baby.
Sir:” Mr Singh I guess you are not in your senses”,
 Me: “No Sir”
Sir: “What, What did u just say? “
Me: “I mean sir am in my senses but I was bit frightened after hearing my name and this is the result of that only.”
Sir: “What was the reason of u smiling, do I look funny or the topic of Adolf Hitler is funny?”
(Thinking: O hell, from where did this Hitler came from and why, why do these people not just only become part of History without bothering anyone. Why r we even studying about him, whose interested in him. Look at this fellow (my teacher) dressed up like a cartoon as if he is going in some Independence Day fight.)
Sir:” Didn’t u hear me Mr Singh?”
(Thinking: O Man, stop crying my name out. Your voice is piercing my ears)
Me:” Sorry Sir. (This is all we can say at that situation)”
Sir: “I am not accepting your sorry Mr Singh, you may please leave the class, Thank You”.
(Thinking: Oh No not on the first day of my class, I looked at her with angry eyes. She gave me a silent smile. I was surprised, gave her a daring look and lowered my eyes. I guess this would help sir to persuade of not throwing me out of class.)
Me: “Sorry sir, It won’t happen again, I promise.”
Sir : “ No Mr Singh either u leave the class or I will leave and will make sure that there wont be any History classes for your class.”
(Thinking: aahhh Man, what is wrong with this fellow, why is he behaving like a jerk. Looked at my class fellow hoping for mercy but got no result. They all wanted me to leave.)
(Thinking: Alright, Alright Guys m leaving, don’t worry Nobody will miss HISTORY classes’ coz of me.)
                      I left the class and waited outside so that once the class is over I could talk with her. After waiting for about 30 minutes the class got over and I saw her coming out of the class with her friends. I don’t know what came to my mind, didn’t go to her and walked in the opposite direction.Suddenly, I heard someone shouting “Excuse Me” ,as I turned around, saw the same girl(Thinking : Oh No ,reason for “No” is that her smile only made me cost “History” class what if we talk).
She came near to me,
Her: “Hi!”
Me: “HI! (No smile, nothing)”
Her: “Are you mad at me?”
Me: ”Naah   ! Why would I or rather why should I, I felt very good after being thrown out of class. (Didn’t raise my voice, said it in a very sarcastic way.)”
Her:”hehe….u are funny.”
Me:”Yeah , m glad that your smile costed me my very first class of School (I was not trying to be funny but her expressions made me do so)”
Her:”Listen m sorry for it.”
Me:”I will accept your apology only on one condition,Tell me why were u smiling and what made u do the same ?”
Her:”Nothing, Leave it ! hehe ! “
Me:”aahhh,very funny.But still there should be a reason ?”
Her:”Because of this (took her handkerchief and wiped out a black colour mark from my face).”
Me:”oops,from where did this come ?”
Her:”hehe,how would I know ?”
Me:”Thanks,but you could have told me earlier.”
Her:”yeah,sorry but how can you expect me to talk with a stranger as soon as he enters the class ?”
Me:”hmmmm,alrite then catch u later,bye.”
Her:”Bye.”
Me:”Wait,atleast tell me your name.”
Her:”Why ?”
Me:”what why,alrite don’t tell,Bye.”
Her:”Hey wait,why getting angry,I am Sana.”
Me:”nopes m not,thanks(started walking away from her.)”
Sana:”hey wait,tell me your name also.”
Me:”Sandeep,Sandeep Singh,is my name(said in a James Bond style)”
Sana:”(burst out in laughter)”
Sandeep:”(Puzzled)What happened ? see u again laughing on me , m not gonna talk with u again “
Sana:”(trying to control her laughter)u said it in such a way as if ur James Bond or what, Sandeep, Sandeep Singh(imitates me).”
Sandeep:”see ,you again making fun of me(was enjoying the talk,not at all angry).”
Sana:”Ok,Ok, I won’t”
Sandeep:” alrite, then c ya.”
Sana:”Bye.”
(as I turned around she again Imitated me, Sandeep, Sandeep Singh and started laughing)
(I couldn’t stop smiling, and just went away looking for my friends)

So, this was my first encounter with Sana. Muslim by Caste, Sweet by Nature, and Friends by Chance.
                             After that my friendship with her grew stronger day by day. Please mind that it was none other than a simple friendship. But it meant a lot to me. There wasn’t a single day when we didn’t talk, we used to like anything & almost everything.
                              The main reason for our growing friendship was that I used to make her laugh (that I still do with my frnds) and she used to enjoy it a lot, used to laugh open heartedly, but in a Silent Mode (even if u get close to her, it was impossible to hear her laughing) Sometimes she has to say forcefully that to stop me else she would go crazy. Also she got this habit of “Care”, used to care for everyone be it family, friends, animals etc. Even with strangers she was humble and kind. I saw her once giving beggar a 10 Rupee note, couldn’t stop smiling at her.
                                 She told me that her friends call her “Silent Killer”, though didn’t get a chance to ask her the reason. Sana is one of the person I will always envy. She was beautiful, intelligent, bold, Sweet, Down to earth (it was her biggest quality that brought me close to her),etc. etc. etc. I just cannot finish praising her.
                               Sana and I were in same school upto 10th class and after that we both went to different schools but were in touch through phone calls (as mobile phones were very rare those days).We used to talk a lot on phone, but to be honest she just used to laugh and me talking only J J. At times my mother used to shout at me about me creating funny faces as if m talking to someone sitting infront of me.
                                Sana Iman, I just won’t be able to forget her. All these years have searched a lot for her but my every effort went in vain. Once I came to knew through my friend that he saw her in Lucknow Railway Station but he wasn’t able to speak to her. She filled my slambook and when I read still, memories of her comes alive and I still smile remembering her.
                                  I don’t know why she chose not to be in touch with a single person from school. I sent friend request with messages to every girl with the same Name on Facebook but still no result.
I miss her badly. She was my first very very very………Good friend.
                                 I wish wherever she is, may get all the happiness in Life. My best wishes are always with her.

Only for You Sana: 
                         It's not the presence of someone that brings meaning to Life. But the way someone touches your HEART gives Life.


Still to Come about ------------------------
Late Shivendra Pratap Mall – School friend (I say Late coz dis guy(dearest friend) died in an accident ,rest would tell u in story)
Ruchi Srivastava – My another School friend.
Late Ankit Sindhwani – (Late coz he also died in an accident this year only)
Avantika Gupta – An Online friend

@Sandy..................................

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Simply Unpredictable.......


When I was sure of winning, I Lost....


When I needed people the most,they Left me....

When I learnt to dry my tear,I found a shoulder to cry on.....

When I became busy,I got friends......

When I mastered the skill of hating,somebody started Loving me.......

When after waiting for Long I fell asleep,the sun came out....

it's Mah Life

Simply Unpredictable

                                                                                                   





@Sandy..........................................






Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Upcoming Blog......

yeah yeah I know its been a long time that I have written anything or updated u guys. I am not getting time these, so busy in my office, and on Saturday/Sunday it feels like just lying down on my bed.......But here I'm again sitting at Delhi Airport Flying back to my HomeTown.......
              While I was sitting  and watching strangers ,observing them, a thought came to my mind. A very deep thought indeed, why not write something about my frnds, frnds whom I met in this beautiful journey called Life and Lost them. 
              You know sometimes in our Life we meet certain people who leave a deep impact on ourselves,u dun understand their worth but once they r gone, u miss them a lot. Trust me, at times it happens, and happens to every single person living out there.
              I met few guys/gals ,some at school, few at college and 1-2 during job, and I dont know what happened , they just disappeared without even telling me but trust me I do miss them a lot. They were few Angels whom I discovered during my journey and will always remember them.
             So, just wait for my Blog titled "The Unforgettables ", and u'll also get to know them better.......


Lets c when I can write about them.....till then c ya....tc....hv fun.....


@Sandy.........................

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Love Is...........


LOVE is not wen u get the perfect one...
But its wen u feel that the one u Love is Perfect for you..

Love is not wen they match all ur choice..

But its wen U love them Unconditionally Just the way they are..

Its not wen u always stay together...
Its also wen You become sad for not getting them close to you..

Its not wen u be together forever...
But its..wen u keep ur hand on ur heart & whisper..
"NO MATTER WHATEVER HAPPENS... I Will LOvE U FOREVER...♥♥♥"
♥ ♥ 

@Sandy..........

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Few Rules To be in Love......

Its my perception but to follow or not,upto u only.I have tried to figure out few things,but trust me,the List is endless.

1.Encourage her for what she does and wants in Life.


2.Make her feel that no matter what u won't leave her at any cost.


3.Don't take her forgranted,Ever.


4.Don't Flirt with any other girl while ur in a relationship,that really hurts.


5.Don't let a single tear to roll down her eyes,if it happens that should be coz of ur extreme Love for her.


6.Talk to her in such a way when ur not there then also a smile comes onto her face thinking about u.


7.Love her like anything and more than anyone in this whole world.


8.Care for her,motivate,respect,understand,envy her and Most important just Love and Live with her.


9.Fall in Love with her every month,week,day,hour,minute and seconds of ur Life.

 
10.Love her not for the way u want her to be,but the way she is and wants to be.

and at the End......


Trust Me,The time with her wud be the happiest moment of ur Life,Enjoy every Second.
remember...Love is an Emotion that Deepens With Devotion.......

People often say that its not our Destiny to be together,but let me tell u what I think,
Destiny is to bridge the Gap for the one u Love the most.









@Sandy...........

Don't Drink And Drive....

I went to a party Mom,
I remembered what you said.
U told me not to drink,
Mom,So I drank soda instead.

I really felt proud inside, Mom,
The way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom,
Even though the others said I should.

I know I did the right thing, Mom,
I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom,
As everyone is driving out of sight.

As I got into my car, Mom,
I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me,
So responsible and sweet.

I started to drive away, Mom,
But as I pulled out into the road,
The other car didn't see me, Mom,
And hit me like a load.:(

As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,
I hear the policeman say,
"The other guy is drunk," Mom,
And now I'm the one who will pay.

I'm lying here dying, Mom....
I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom?
My life just burst like a balloon.

There is blood all around me, Mom,
And most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom,
I'll die in a short time.

I just wanted to tell you, Mom,
I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom.
The others didn't think.

He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank
And I will die.
Why do people drink, Mom?
It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now.
Pains just like a knife.

The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,
And I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying
And all he can do is stare.

Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.
Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom,
Put "GOOD BOY " on my grave.

Someone should have told him, Mom,
Not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom,
I would still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mom.
I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom.
When I needed you, you were always there.

I have one last question, Mom.
Before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive,
So why am I the one to die?


After Reading this letter few have quit drinking and many have quit habbit of "DRINK & DRIVE". Did You read he said "Someone should have told him, Mom"


@Sandy...........

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Few Beautiful Thoughts...

Life is not about the moments we live, but the moments that take our breath away..!

We may love the wrong person and cry over the wrong person,
But one things is for sure : mistake help us find the right person :)


No one has the right to judge you. They might have heard the stories, but they didn`t feel what you felt in your heart.!

 
 



Love is not spending every moment together, it is making the best of every moment you spend ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ...!!!



If she is responsible for your smile, be responsible with her heart...!! ♥ ♥


What Is Love?
For A Boy: It is that stupid nervousness before proposing a girl..♥
For A Girl : It is that excitement of standing before a nervous boy..♥




@Sandy.........................