I Don't know........

After her call I told one of my friend who knows about her, that sweets called me up today, we talked and chatted. I got a scolding from him “Sandeep, why do u even talk to her, or rather think about her, just let her go, u know it very well that she won’t come back to u, atleast not in this life time, u have the potential to get any girl, any girl would be lucky to be with you, why don’t you understand this, just stop, stop loving her”

Me: (eyes filled with tears) “Buddy, I don’t know.”

People (every single have met in this beautiful journey called Life) always say this to me “Sandeep u r more than a nice guy, stop being so nice and gud to everyone, start getting angry at few (bcoz feelings like anger and hatred doesn’t rest in me at all)”

Also I dun know why every other person is interested in my Love story, and when I tell them what happened , people say “Sandeep, how can a Guy love a girl so much that even after so many years u still love and think about her, coz there are rarely guys like me in today’s time. And Why did she leave u”

I juz say “It’s my kinda Love and I dun knw the reason why she broke up with me”

Love is when one calls u on the phone,u get that tingly feeling inside, everytime u get a message from them, u smile and ur heart beats a thousand times a minute! Love is, when u hold his or her hand, and knowing that there is nothing better in the world, than being with him or her.

(Please do not think that have praised myself a lot in this blog, I just wrote whatever feedback I got and still get from my friends, acquaintances, and family)

If you ask me how I'm doing I will say I'm doing just fine. I would lie and say that you're not on my mind. But I go out and sit down at a table set for two and finally I'm forced to face the truth. I'm still not over you

Truth is: Sometimes the pain's too strong to bare...and life gets so hard you just don't care. You feel so alone you just sit and cry...every second you wish you could die. Then you start thinking who would care...if one day they woke up-and you weren't there.

Falling in love doesn't happen just once, Every time you hear their voice, after not hearing it for a week, every time you see that smile brighten the room, every time they make you laugh, when you don't even want to smile, every kiss hello and see-you-later hug, That’s when you fall in love, Not once, but everyday

@Sandy……..