Change………..

People say “Change is the Part of Life” but I say “Why to change when you make someone part of your Life”.

During the past few years of my Life have met hell lot of people be it a girl or boy. I have made friends, tried my level best to maintain a good relationship with everyone. But what I have observed that people change with time, which includes their feelings and attitude towards you. I just want to ask a simple question WHY? Why to change, how can feelings change for someone. If you have considered someone very close to you, then there comes a day then you don’t even talk to that person like the way before. One day you say to someone that “we are close and good friends” and a week later everything changes, you don’t talk much, show no respect to your “close” friend. What I mean to say, it hurts a lot.

This is not for everyone but for those I have really cared and they took me for granted after a while.

I just want to say that, this is what how I am. In the beginning people say that “Sandeep, u r so caring” and then one day suddenly they say that “Why do you care so much?” That’s what pissses me off. Why am not able to do the same for others, why can’t I change e.g. I still behave same with my college friends the way I was during that time.

I have met a lot of people during my Life, experienced and learnt a lot from them. Few days back one of my friend told me that Sandeep you need to give time to the one you care a lot, time is the best remedy, one should realise that you mean something to him/her. I took her advice and trying to find a way out, m trying to keep myself busy. But the more I try to keep myself busy, the more I find myself distracted with the sweet memories that I possess. Well let’s see, if things become alright or m going to get hurt again.

Why people always do this to me? I asked one of my friends and he told me that “Sandeep, you are very sweet and kind hearted, this world is not meant for the people like you, change yourself a bit. Don’t expect anything from anyone be strong like a Lion, you are a good guy, just focus on your career and leave other things aside” But what to do now, I have been like this since my school days and I can’t change in a single night. I have always tried to be a good human being, behave in a friendly manner with everyone, and try not to hurt others. Tell me, am I wrong?

@Sandy…………………