My Sister's Wedding

Sister's have always been a special part of everyone's Life specially when it comes to being an elder brother. This post is dedicated to the best sister in this world.

I can't believe 25 years have passed now and you are a Married girl now. But watching you Leave was the toughest time of my Life.

Yeah my only sister got married this winter. You know as Indian wedding goes, celebrations started 10 days before including n number of ceremonies e.g. Tilak, Haldi, Mehandi etc. I guess this is why whole world is crazy about Indian tradition and me being an India is proud of it.

We danced like anything , clicked photographs, made videos of every moment. There is one more tradition within my family that whenever one is getting married every member of the family in town sits together for everything be it breakfast, lunch, tea, dinner etc. This is what makes it best. Every member of my family from around the India was present as it was First marriage in our generation and trust me, It was simply awesome.

We enjoyed a lot during the whole wedding time. I made everyone dance over "Dhol" while my sister was walking towards the stage. Finally the whole function took around 10 hours to finish starting from 8:00 pm in the evening to 6:00 am next morning.

But I hate "Bidaai" part of it. I also couldn't stop my tears. I was given the tough task of accompanying my sister till she leaves, and when the moment came she wasn't ready to sit in the car crying like a baby at that moment I had to actually lift her up and make her sit in the car still she caught hold of my sleeves and wasn't leaving it So I had to literally open her palms forcefully to get out of her tight hold, that was really really tough for me and tears were continuously flowing from my eyes.

I was really happy to see her smiling when we visited her new family two days later for another ceremony.

I wish you Lots of Happiness Dear sister and a Very very Happy Married Life.... and yeah ofcourse I do miss you a lot....

@Sandy............

You and I....

You made a difference in my Life ♡
and I still care.. ♡
I still wait everyday, every night.. ♡
Just because I still love you .. ♡

In your heart and Mine, ♡
Blue birds sing and chime, ♡
Love walks towards eternity, ♡
Of forever.. only You and Me.. ♡ 

Even if you' re so far away from me - ♡
in my heart and my soul you are always with me . ♡

@Sandy.................. 

Pure Pearl.....

If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk in my garden FOREVER.

One more year I'm going to add
To a little lifetime what already passed
Walking around and with smile on my face 
I don't feel the time, I don't feel the space...
I don't feel alone when near my friends

So I'll cherish you as a Pure Pearl :)

@Sandy.......

(Read Somewhere liked it so posted on my blog)

Love is when....

(Dedicated To All Those Buddies Who Believe In Love.. :) :)

Love is when -

He starts getting serious about his Life,
'n she stops Thinking about It.. ♥

He Starts Saving Money to Spend only for Her,
'n She never stops Spending on herself..

He Stops Smoking, Drinking just for Her,
'n She starts Alarming about not to have Them..

He starts Getting Crazy on her Every Move,
'n She starts Realising how Beautiful is she for Someone.. ♥

He starts Telling her every Little Thing,
'n she starts Talking about Useless Things..

He stops Sleeping just to have a little talk with her,
'n she starts Sacrificing her Sleep just to Let Him do so..

He starts Taking her as if she is his wife,
'n she starts Learning to Cook Food just to Prove it True.. ♥

He stops looking at other Girls,
'n she starts Getting Serious about her Own Looks.

He Gets Emotional while Reading this Text,
'n she Smiles for the Same.

Falling in Love is the best thing in Life..!


@Sandy.............

Happy New Year - 2013

Let’s Welcome the New Dawn of 2013 with Heartfelt Hands

Wishing You and Your Family a
Very Very Happy and Prosperous New Year

@Sandy.......... :) :)

A Rendezvous with me....Part-2 (Career)

Actually m not getting perfect sentence to start this phase of my life, but still let me try……..

My hunt for a “Good” career started in a wrong year when recession was at its peak and, there were no jobs in market.

I have tried to summarize it city wise, though a single blog wasn’t enough for my bad days but still…..

New Delhi --- I went to New Delhi with lots of dream filled in my eyes, hoping for getting a kick start. I used to leave my room in the morning around 7.00 am formally dressed up, running from company to company. At times I had to request the security guards to let me go inside to meet HR but they didn’t allow, of course why would they, it’s their Job.

I used to eat only twice in a day and rest of the times just drinking water (1/- per glass). My dad used to say “Vicky, don’t worry about the money, just eat and drink healthy”. But I never did, because I didn’t want to waste his money and wanted to take a feel of what exactly struggle is all about. Of course you cannot call it a struggle while riding in big cars, enjoying weekends, living a hi-fi life style.

Got a job after 1 month and 2 week as a Game Tester, that also on contract basis, working in the graveyard shift from 4.00 pm to Morning 6:00 am, though my regular shift timings were 4.00 pm to 2:00 am only but I used to sit till morning because there was a policy of getting 100/- bucks per hour after your regular timings. I used to get around 25-30 thousand at the end of each month but it affected my health, cigarette intake increased, so it was not a good experience and worst part was that I didn’t get any relevant document for working in the company so in a way I have no record as such for that period.

I remember going in HCL Technologies every Saturday, standing outside their office to get an entry, reason being I came to know that HCL conducts interviews on weekends. I attended the interview 12 times in 3 months then finally 13^th time there was an HR who felt pity (best word to describe) on me and told me that he won’t be able to hire me directly for Software profile but for a BPO and then I can be transferred internally after 9 months. But after working for 6 months I realised this is not what I want, So I decided to quit and left the company on 31^st August, 2010.

Mumbai --- After that I went to Mumbai in search of Job. But after continuous travelling in local, running from office to office nothing materialised in IT sector. Eventhough I went to a local wholesale dealer of clothes to work for 4,000/- per month and the work included only operating his computer and updating sale/purchase made on daily basis. Surviving on Vada Pav and water during day time and 4 chapatis and daal at night.

Bangalore—Finally I decided to move to Bangalore a dream city for every IT engineer present in India. Hoping that things would turn into my favour. I stayed there with my cousin sister and his husband. Again my search for job started but result was same as of Delhi and Mumbai. There wasn’t a single company to entertain a fresher like me.

p.s. -- Don’t feel that my dad wasn’t capable enough to provide me with good food and shelter, it’s just that I chose it the other way so that when I start getting success in Life, feelings like ‘Proudness’, ’Anger’ etc. doesn’t even touch me. They used to provide me with lots of money during those days but I never wasted it or tried to minimise my requirements.

At times I got reply from various companies “Sandeep, You shouldn’t join IT World”, “Sandeep, You have wasted being an Engineer, you should have gone for any other background”, “Sandeep, You are only wasting ours as well as your time”, and many other too, by hearing them I used to control my tears infront of everyone but at night I couldn’t. I used to cry a lot when alone in my flat but decided not to give up and keep fighting.

So, finally I did Post Graduation and got a Job in Software Company as a Test Engineer through campus placement.

Now when I close my eyes and look back the struggle which I once made myself go through, seems worth, as things are slowly and gradually turning into my favour. I have got a job today though not the one I always wanted with handsome salary and lavish lifestyle but still m satisfied with it. I know one day everything would be fine with all my dreams achieved in one or the other way. Keeping my fingers crossed and hoping for the best.

@Sandy.........

Learn to take Life......

A very fine dialogue by Jack Dawson (Leonardo Di Caprio) from Titanic(1997).......

I got everything I need right here with me. I got air in my lungs, a few blank sheets of paper. I mean, I love waking up in the morning not knowing what's gonna happen or, who I'm gonna meet, where I'm gonna wind up. Just the other night I was sleeping under a bridge and now here I am on the grandest ship in the world having champagne with you fine people. I figure life's a gift and I don't intend on wasting it. You don't know what hand you're gonna get dealt next. 

You "Learn to take Life" as it comes at you..........................................................To make each day count.

@Sandy......................

I'll Never.......

I Promise, I’ll never Leave u.

A little voice of urs makes me feel alive

A little hug of urs makes me feel happy

A little care of urs makes me feel perfect

A little love of urs makes me feel Complete

& a little ignorance of urs kills me inside

I find my reason for living in those moments

Which I have spent in ur care,with u

Now whatever pain I may get

I will never regret loving u

@Sandy...........

Happy Diwali...... :) :)

May this Diwali Light up new dreams, fresh hopes, undiscovered avenues, different perspectives, everything bright & beautiful and fill ur days with pleasant surprises and moments.

Happy Diwali to all my Readers, Fellow Bloggers and Followers......
Keep Smiling.... Bless You.. Tc......

@Sandy........

29th October,2006

(Actually this post was supposed to be up on 29^th itself bt due to lack of time I couldn’t do it. Anyway read below to find out the importance of this day in my Life……… Here I go….)

How can I forget this day, the day which brought at first smiles and Life time memories to me. Yeah, on 29^th October,2006 sweets accepted my proposal after thinking for exact 26 days, (I proposed her on 3^rd October,2006).

I still remember, it was “Karwa Chauth” that year and in the morning I received a call from her that she would be taking a fast for me. I felt so glad about it and also decided to eat nothing whole day though I kept drinking water ofcourse. At night again she called me up and told me to come outside her house so that she could break her fast just by catching a glimpse of me. So as planned I went outside her house with a friend of mine and after watching me she took a sip of water.

Later while returning to my hostel, she called me up:

Sweets: “Listen, I need to tell you something important”

Me: “Yeah say, what happened?”

Sweets: “(blushing like anything and my heart started pounding) Sandeep”

Me: “Yes sweets”

Sweets: “Sandeep, I…… “

Me: “I.. what yaar”

Sweets: “Shut up and just listen….. I…..Love…..You…..too”

Me: “What (unintentionally I applied brakes of my bike, for few moments I couldn’t believe myself), Thank You sweets, I love you a lot”

This is how she accepted my proposal, I still remember her each line word by word, and when her memories strike me, suddenly my heart feels so lonely, tears come rolling down my eyes, aaahhhhh I really Loved her like anything.

You know when she broke up with me I asked her this question of keeping a “Karwa Chauth” fast for me, I was shocked to hear her reply “Sandeep, it’s a tradition in my house, so that’s no big deal for me, I keep it every year, so how does it matter if I said 2 years it was for you”. This line hurted me so much that I decided no matter what I won’t call her ever. I still don’t call but it’s her only, from time to time she keeps talking to me, knowing about my whereabouts.

It doesn’t matter how hard my try and bury the fact in my heart that I have moved on in my life, but the problem is that whenever I return home, someway or the other I have to face the truth….. I feel so lonely and emptiness in my life without you.

@Sandy......................