Palak Dua

Recently I started reading a new blog and found it close to my heart. Palak really writes very well. The way she writes and expresses her thoughts is truly appreciable. Even I liked the template of her blog. Keep writing Palak, Bless You, Take Care.

After reading her blog, I felt that it is a blessing in disguise for all those who have gone through worst thing in Life “Break-up” and are still trying to cope up with the pain will feel that they are not alone, also those who are still in any relationship will think a lot to break their relation. Trust me guys it might be very easy to “break-up” but no one can understand what pain it brings along for the person who truly cared and loved the other

http://palak1992.blogspot.in/

Please do visit, and trust me it’s worth visiting.

@Palak--- In case you go through this post, you might be surprised about why I wrote it, but that’s my special way of saying thanks for ur visit, comment and finally joining my site as a follower. Thanks a ton. And hey keep visiting. :)

@Sandy………..

Abhishek Dubey

I don’t know what took me so long to write about my Best Friend, but here I am to tell you guys about a person or rather a Gem, whom I have known from past 8 years.

To start with let me tell you about my very first encounter (though it was not very good but I love to remember it) with Abhishek Dubey or AD (famous initials of Jabalpur) or Shivam (this is what his family members and close friends call him). It was my first week in the college (ofcourse those were the best days of my Life), interaction with seniors was going on, one of my senior asked me to call a guy named Abhishek Dubey, as he didn’t appear a single time infront of them. I went looking for AD, as soon as I stepped out of classroom , saw him standing there only, I asked him to come inside and as expected he refused and said “Don’t bother me, go do your work and tell them I won’t come.”, I replied “Listen, I don’t know what is your problem but you have to come inside, this is my college” He turned towards me and said “ if this college is yours then I am King of this city, go F*** yourself” , he went away. I was surprised and asked one of the colleague, standing right beside me who was listening to our conversation, about him. He only said “Don’t mess with AD.”, I just smiled. So this is a small excerpt of how we met to maintain a relation of, from being “Just friends” to “Best Friends”.

I was searching for the meaning of name “Abhishek” over the internet just to begin my blog and here it is what I came across: Abhishek means = Lovable to all, king of the world, cute, A NAME WITH INBUILT ROMANCE AND DEDICATION TO WORK, this name is cool in its own way. gal love this name, straight forward, Good nature, Abhishek is a name that symbolises Love, Affection and Honesty towards any relationship, and blah blah blah….. trust me the list is endless.

Well let me use “Shivam” for my blog because it’s what I prefer calling him. Shivam is such a nice guy that I think not even world’s biggest dictionary has got a single word that would be able to define him. A Guy like Shivam is born once in a century and I am lucky to have him in this beautiful journey called Life. I can write a whole series of book about him and every edition ending with “To be continued….”

The best part of Shivam is that he loves everyone, knows how to talk, maintain a relation be it family, friends, love (now he is married to the love of his Life), or only acquaintances. Shivam is the most beautiful flower in my garden of friendship.

On 28th Jan, 2012 Shivam got married to the girl, Riddhi Mishra, he has loved from past 10 years (soon you would be able to see a blog titled “My Best Friend’s Wedding”). My best wishes are always with him and Riddhi.

Now tell me which friend of yours calls you every day after getting married and asks you to join for the dinner, even on weekends we go out together, this is the kind of love he possess for me. These days I spend most of the time with Shivam & Riddhi and Love being with them.
Even during our college days we used to spend maximum time together be it at college or “Anghithi (favourite)”.

I Love (please don’t get me wrong) Shivam because he was and is always there with and for me. Let me tell you a incident, after my break up Shivam, Avinash and I were enjoying a night out then suddenly while talking about sweets I started crying, Shivam came near me wiped off my tears with his own hands and said “Sandeep, either you stop crying or I will make her cry.” Now you could understand how much he loves me.

We are such good friends that I like to pass the day with him even in serious and inconsequential chatter, I wouldn’t mind washing beside him, dusting beside him, and reading the back half of paper while you read the front. I always feel great high privilege, relief and comfort in being friends with Shivam.

There is one friend in the life of each of us who seems not a separate person, but the very meaning of one’s soul and that person of my Life is “Shivam”. With Shivam I can be sincere, jolly, before him I may think aloud. At times he pulls my leg, which I guess is favourite pastime for him and I don’t mind it at all.

I can say Shivam and I are BFF (Best Friends Forever) and will do every best effort to keep our friendship alive Life Long. Cheers Shivam. Bless You.

“Best friends are hard to find coz the very best one is already mine.”
When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing till our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.


Trust me I had to forcefully stop myself from writing about Shivam…..



@Sandy…..

Life is to….“Move On”

You might have often heard people saying this world to you or your friends. Even when my GF broke up with me few of my dear ones suggested me the same. But, Is it really easy to forget someone, with whom you have cherished a Life Time moment once.
Now let me tell you a secret, if ever you have felt Love for someone you will understand whatever am saying, I would say a big “NO” about the forgetting and moving on part, being blessed by this beautiful feeling I would say “It’s not possible” for anyone to do it.

The most difficult part is not ‘moving-on’ but the fact that you keep looking back just to make sure that the one you loved is happy without you and trust me that hurts a lot. You might be able to stop yourself from texting, calling, even looking at her but what about your heart, the pain that reminds you of her every now and then.

At some point you will realise that someone with whom you have spent a Life time moment suddenly becomes a stranger, from the people you know to people you knew. Every breath you take makes you feel that you are missing her but you can’t do anything about it.
It’s been almost 4 years since sweets left me and am still trying to accept the magic of this word “Move-On”.

A friendly advice: Please don’t get carried away with my post, just do it. I mean to say “Move-On”, Life never stops for someone or anyone. I know how hard it is to apply when it comes to you but we don’t have a choice. Just make sure that you get busy, be it anything with friends or office, you should not let her effect you. Be strong and aim for the star so that whenever she looks at you, would understand that she Lost a Gem while looking and playing with stones.

People always think that the most painful thing is losing the one you love in your life. The truth is, the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, forgetting that you are special too. Don’t do this. I went through the same situation and now I can only say “Re-gathering myself from Ashes Like a Phoenix”.

@Sandy.......

Happy Holi.....

I wish a Happy Holi to all my readers and followers.

May you have the most blessed holi festival than you ever had.
May it be full of fun,joy and love.
May you be as colorful as the festival itself or even more.
Lets all have lots of fun.
@Sandy..............

Somewhere............

Somewhere in the middle of those
conversations...
I fell in love with you..!!
From being strangers to becoming friends...
From gossips to sharing secrets...
... Don't know when..
I started to like you...
From those arguments to fights...
From those likes to dislikes...
From laughters to cries...
I shared several beautiful moments with you...
Somewhere in the middle of those conversations...
I fell in love with you..
Don't know how the time passed...
For hours our conversations used to last...
And today, it has been like ages that we had a talk so lovingly...
Now you wil have your bride by your side...
Tomorrow someone else will become my groom...
This was something that i did ''hide''...
Yeah...
Somewhere in the middle of
those conversations...
I fell in love with you..!!
"And..
For the rest of my life...
I will cherish my feelings for you''..!!

@Sandy.......

Love...Knocks Again...Part 1

Few months back I saw a girl and really Liked her, later we became Good >> Very  Good >> Close Friends.
We started talking a lot, sms chat till late night. My day started with a Good Morning message for her and ended with a Good Night from her.
I used to care for her a lot and tried to make her Happy with every action. I didn't get angry on her,
slowly I started realizing that it's not only care and liking, it's something different.
I gave her several names e.g. Smiley(because she juz Loves "Smiley" emotions,and she is really gud at it,
 she can express almost every feeling of her through "Smileys"), Kiddoo( because she has got this habit of behaving Like a Kid, and I Love it),
SunShine(because as people feel good after morning "SunShine" similarly a single sms from her makes my day),
Minnie-Mouse(because she Likes this cartoon character), DairyMilk(because she is sweeter than a Cadbury Chocolate).
At times she used to call me "pgluu" and I used to go crazy after Listening this.
Yesterday(25/01/2012) I expressed everything infront of her, told her that I Love her. Trust me m deeply and madly in Love with her.
I will always Love her. It's not only Love but care,Like,respect every,every true feeling that's present in the world's biggest dictionary.
But she rejected my proposal saying "I am Sorry,I can't,I never had, you have spoiled our friendship,
we won't be Friends Like before but only simple friendship". After hearing this I was sad but later on I realized
why should I be sad reason being I Love her, and can't force her to Love me. I am Lucky that met her in this
beautiful journey called Life, will always be there for her.

(You guys might be feeling that something is missing in this story,
 and yeah it is because I don't wanna take her name publicly,thats why m unable to write everything.Sorry )

@Sandy.............

I Still Love You..........

A flash a twinkle of star
Traces our time together
Yet the center of my world
Still is you
A year a year and yet another
... Time flies by with a blink of an eye
The only thing that never changes
Is constant change
I'm not how I was before
You're not like you were either
But your smile in my eyes
Is still beautiful as ever
Time only moves forward
The clock only turns one way-clockwise
Don't know how long we have left
So I want you to understand
I still love you, the only path I walk
I still cherish every minute, every moment of Happiness
Your every breath, every movement, every expression
Till the very end, I will always
Still love you

I'm not how I was before
You're not like you were either
But your smile in my eyes
Is still beautiful as ever
Time only moves forward
The clock only turns one way-clockwise
Don't know how long we have left
So I want you to understand
I still love you, the only path I walk
I still cherish every minute, every moment of happiness
Your every breath, every movement, every expression
Till the very end, I will always nd Still love you

I still love you, maybe it's fate
After many years, no one can replace you
Those times together were the best times of my life
How can I forget all those memories
I still love you, the only path I walk
I still cherish every minute, every moment of happiness
Your every breath, enery movement, every expression
Till the very end, I will always nd still love you

Your every breath, enery movement, every expression
Forever, I Still Love You

@Sandy.............

u're everything to me.....

From the bottom of my Heart.........

I wonder how should I reveal,
Inside my heart what I feel,
But there are no words to say,
that I'll love you come what may,
So if you can just feel my love,
Coz its pure and true like dove,
You may or may not believe,
No matter what I'll never leave,
But on a lonely night you will see,
That you're everything to me..!!

@Sandy..........

I will Always Rememberrrrr...

Finally m able to decide a title of the book, which am currently writing, "I will Always Rememberrr..."
Now the big question is reason, reason for choosing such title.
Because I believe
Sweetest Part in Life is to Carry All the Memories in Life BUT Toughest Part is to Stay Without the Person Who is Behind Those Memories..


I have promised someone that will never use her name in my book so would change the names but rest each incident will be as per the timeline..


I will always rememberrrr the golden memories that I possess with or without her. Have already started a year back to pen down everything but I know how hard it is to write your story on a piece of paper, at times I feel like crying when I revisit those days stored in dark and safe parts of my heart.


Will soon get this title copyrighted, I guess no one has ever used this.


@Sandy.................

A Love Letter....

Dear……….

I just wanted to tell you my feelings for you,

This is not a letter but I have poured my heart out for you…………….

This is the last time I feel in Love,with a beautiful,complicated,fascinating girl, who inhibits my soul

I can give my Life just to make you smile, Nothing is more important to me other than your smile. I won’t Lie, will always be there with and for you, be it any situation (good/bad) you will always find me aside you. Every road of my Life starts from you and end at only you. I promise to always be there. I just want to Love you, more than anything or anyone else in this world.

I will Love you from the start of a day and will keep Loving you even in my dreams. You won’t ever complain that Sandeep, u have changed or u don’t love me anymore. I have always loved you from the very first day I saw you.

I won’t hurt you ever not in my dreams. Won’t let a single tear to roll down your eyes, even if it does that would be coz of my Love for you.

Remember there is one Guy in this world somewhere on this planet who Loves you even more than his Life. u'll always be the gal of my life, the only man I will ever envy is the man who wins ur heart.
Now I will always believe that it was my destiny to be that man. If u r out walking 1 day and u suddenly feel der r certain presents beside u, that would be me Loving u from wherever I am.

There is more than enough Love in my heart for you that’s not ending but it’s increasing day by day. I wish we could be together.

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out
Trust me “It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with YOU that makes me happy."
Tell me….. I Love …..Will You Marry Me?
I really wanna be with you, You feel I flirt with you, but it’s not the case but if you still don’t believe me, I would like to say that Yeah I flirt and wanna flirt for my whole Life with you and only you.

I’ deeply, madly in Love with you. Hope one day u’ll realise my unconditional Love for you.

Yours(may be someday I will)
Vicky……



@Sandy.............